Tuesday night, no one cares.

Mew.





Work was slow today.
but it's okay.

I'm alone in our basement right now
with headsets on! I usually is scared to the marrow if I do that.. but now my desperate need for despa is taking over.

It's already been five months since they disbanded.
one year since his surgery.
one and a half year since he came out and said he was ill.

I would give up my voice for him.

I would give it to him if I could.

I would.

I can't even imagine to have something that important to you being taken away so abruptly. Hizumi..


I have my life as it is today to thank them for. They really have changed my life.

I love you guys.

LONG LIVE JROCK!

After a lovely day at work and a few lovely hours training with doggies I got home and there was a package waiting for me. <3

One white and one red. 

from lovely Edoh at edohsama.blogspot.com

I'm so happy~

goodnight.

Heartless

I miss you.

Marriage drama!!

Satsuki totally made my evening XD

haha, so cute. xDD

It's such a coincidence because I listened to this on repeat on the way home. <3 and it's been ages since I listened to him. 

it's so beautiful <3  

I love saying his name.
Satsuki
Satsuki
Satsuki

It's a beautiful name.


THE BEAUTIFUL NAME XD aahahah /inside jokes with myself

/forever alone

Haha, naaah~~

this song always gives me goosebumps on lives.

Shou is so freaking amazing.

DEPAIN

I'm still stunned by their new pv.

If they continue and stay strong together they will get big, I'm sure of it.
I was sure since I first heard them, even more sure after seeing them live.
They are awesome.. really awesome.

The chorus blows my mind away~

Now I'm listening to screw.. I love screw.

I love music.

I'm a retard. O.O

A year. It goes by so slowly.. yet so incredibly fast.

I can not, no matter what, get my head around that it has already been a year since Vistlip's accident.

I can't believe it. Maybe because the six months after was the longest six months in my life.. and after they came back time has just.. went by like water in a furious river. I don't know.

I just don't get it. A year. It sounds like such a long time. It is..
and at the same time it's not at all.

Time is such a weird thing.

Rest in peace dear Asako Sakakibara.
I'm sure you know, but your boys are doing good.

Tomo, Rui, Tohya, Yuh and Umi.

あ～
い～
し～
て～
る～

あいしてる。

ありがとうね～

がんばってください！

Calm life in the forest.

It's been a very long while since I enjoyed being out here as much as I do right now.
I dunno why, maybe because I've been sick for a while and I've been able to relax.
And Nellie is here with me, that is also a big bonus.

She's so much fun, seriously. <3 I'll try to take some pictures tomorrow.


We've sent in all our papers to the school in Japan for a final check so that everything is right, by mail that is. In August we'll send them for real, then it will be an horrible three months of waiting. I just want all the paperwork done, it's so consuming for some reason, to have it hanging like this.


Umm.

Tomorrow I'll go back to Malmö to go to the Thursday course with Lizzy-chan. It's been like three weeks now, blah. She needs blow off steam xD big problem ahead: I was at the club this Sunday and the river that floats by the training grounds was overflown, creating a HUGE lake-like mass of water all over the grass field. What seemed like hundreds of birds were around, and..... well.. Lizzy loves water. And birds. That's what she's bred for after all. Well, I just hope she likes me and candy more. Maybe. Not. Haha, we'll see.

Finishing with some candy.

9GOATS BLACKOUT got a new look. <3 

Uta reminds me of someone so bad, but I can't figure it out..